My youth, I was so daring in my younger years. I sit here and replace these memories with my negative emotions. I remember Saeldith was the proper young lady throughout my childhood and I simply continued to disobey my parents wishes. I was such a free soul at the time, the gaurds could not stand me when I was ten years of age I would go swimming in the fountain at the marketplace. Amusing memories such as these make my heart feel lighter. Saeldith would stand there mortified being the older one and I would laugh at her face for hours and her reactions. I don't think I will ever grow up, not truly.
I know the ways of a proper lady now and I will continue to be so. However some way.. and somehow my childlike nature will appear. I cannot help myself...
