Ollenna's nattering

Last night was something to remember.  Carria came into Everslade covered in blood normally I'd be panicking about something like that although I've started to get used to her ways and personality. I don't believe Carria is one to sit still for very long. I still love the crazy lady though she's become a sister figure to me.  More so than my real one I don't have anything against Bethany.  I just barely see her these days what with her homemaking and husband in her life now.  I still wonder if I ever will get married myself one day. I blame Mother for filling my head with such an idea not that there is anything wrong with strapping young men.  It just has to be the right one whatever that means although that seems a long way off. Who would want to be with the daughter of a crazy scholar? So many choices to make. I hope I can be proud of myself soon. Autumn is here I need to get the coin flowing before winter comes that's when a lot of sickness starts going around.  I need to be prepared.