Tordann

Dear diary,

I am terrified. I know, I should not say I am terrified, but I am.

Since I grew up not knowing a mother, I haven't a clue what to expect. I mean, I know the day will come when I will deal with an insurmountable pain for an extended time, but what else should I expect with being pregnant?

Yes, I've recently found out I am pregnant. I'd been dealing with feeling ill at my stomach for two weeks, I'd been moody, craving the weirdest of things... and I find out I am with child... what can I do?

Dear Diary,

Well... as of yesterday afternoon... I am Bretthera Seacrest no longer.

I am now Mrs. Bretthera Willowdye.

The wedding was wonderous, just with me, my new husband (Tordann), my twin sister (Malleiya), my father-figure (Awarth), my closest friend (Gracelyn), and another good friend of mine (Dryn) there... I find it somewhat odd that he was a fair distance away, but... overall, it was perfect. Just what I had dreamed of as a little girl.

Dear diary,

Tomorrow is it. The day I have waited for so long for... the day where I become Mrs. Willowdye.

I am still so excited for it! But, at the same time, the nerves are beginning to bother me... I trust that everything will go as planned, I shouldn't have to worry or be nervous, but... some part of me says that something will go wrong...

But I know nothing will. That part of me is lying. But it's saying it so much, and so loudly... no. I refuse to believe it.

Dear Diary,

I have been back in Bree for some time, now. And I feel it appropriate to finally write about some experiences on the trip I took with Torr... well, one is more important than most of them, I should say.

The trip went very well, nothing major happened, which I am glad for. Well, nothing major in a bad way, I mean. There was one major thing that happened which is very good, something that makes me feel so elated, so excited about what will come later this year.